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Saturday, November 19, 2011

I HOT MY MOM

My mom only had one eye.
MY MOM.

I hated her............ she was such an embarrassment.
she cooked for students $ teachers to support the family.
There was this one day during elementary school where my mom come to say hello to me.
I was so embarrassed.
How could she do this to me?
I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.


The next day at the school one of my classmates said,
"EEEE,  your mom only has one eye!"
I wanted to bury myself, I also wanted my mom to just disappear.
so I confronted her that day and said,
"if you're only gonna make me a laughing stock, why don't you just die?!!!"
My mom did not respond...................................
I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger.
I was obvious to her feelings, I wanted out of that house, and have nothing.
so I study real hard got a chance to go to Singapore to study.


Then, I got married.
I bought a house of my own,

I had kids of my own.
I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts.
Then one day, my mother came to visit me. she hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her grandchildren.
When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at her for coming over uninvited.
I screamed at her, 
"How dare you came to my house and scare my children!!"
GET OUT OF HERE!  NOW!!!!
and to this my mother quietly answered, 
oh I'm so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address, and she disappeared out of sight,


One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house in Singapore.
So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip.
After reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity.
My neighbors said that "she died".
I did not shed a single tear.
They hand me a letter, that she had wanted me to have.


"My dearest son, I think of you all the time.
I'm sorry that I came to Singapore and scared you children.
I so glad when I heared you were coming for the reunion.
But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.


I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up.


You see........................ when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye.

As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with one eye.
so I gave you mine.
I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye.
                                           With my love to you,
                                                YOU MOTHER.



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